Ever feel guilty because you know if others heard you say the things you did sometimes they’d be like wtf really? Like they wouldn’t understand because their life is a lot more “traditional” than yours. Let me say I have grown up with a very broken family home. Not the type of broken you are probably painting in your head, but more emotionally stunted, and the connection (or rather lack thereof) really did a number on all of our healing. I don’t live with a “traditional” family household. Never have. Never will. This post is all about owning that. Being okay with that. Simply knowing this is how my life is supposed to be and it’s 100% okay.

What's up people! It's been a minute since I last posted anything partially because I wasn't sure what I wanted to write about next. The first month of the year felt like I was getting my feet wet again with normal life post holiday craziness. Anyone else feel that way? I honestly was trying to find my balance again in all aspects of my life because I felt I worked a little too much in November and December, but hey that's the retail life sometimes. 

So it's a new year.... and already we are half way through the first month. Time seriously needs to slow down. I say this and it's super contradictory of me because i'm always anxious waiting for the next thing.

If there is one thing I have learned going from school to school and city to city is that the people you were once close to don't always stay close, and those that do, are a dime a dozen.