How my energy is being spent lately hasn't been feeding my heart whatsoever. My "spark" for life has been a little dull, my creative energy has been low, my thought patterns haven't been as positive as I'd like, and all in all how I feel I'm spending my time feels rushed. I certainly don't have the energy to do what does feed my soul. I am honoring my emotions through this current emotional wave, and I'm working really hard on remember my why in this life of mine. 

Oh boy 2017 has been a year. I honestly say that every year, but this year was different. Sooo incredibly different for me. It was the first year I felt like I bloomed into an entirely different human being. I am still very much the same person in so many ways, but I finally feel free of certain emotional states of mind. I am all around a more balanced person in my life and I can see so clearly now the person I want to be.