Have you ever felt so overwhelmed like life needs to be something more than what it is for you? Friends, family, oh especially the parents make you feel as if you need to be doing more? As if you need to be somewhere else? Well l just share my thoughts on all this. How you are the creator of your own timeline. Don’t forget it, but don’t get lazy either :p

I love lists and I find sharing things in list form to be really fun to do! I always love learning about people when they do things like this and I realize that I share a lot of content about my story…BUT I haven’t really shared much about myself. So I suppose now is as good as a time as any :)

In the last year I feel like going green has been a huge lifestyle change that almost all of us are doing. It’s very apparent that mother earth is in need of us to become more eco-friendly. We want our planet to survive right? For awhile now I have been making small transitions in my life to just be more conscious of my lifestyle habits.

A life update since I haven’t written in a while!

How my energy is being spent lately hasn't been feeding my heart whatsoever. My "spark" for life has been a little dull, my creative energy has been low, my thought patterns haven't been as positive as I'd like, and all in all how I feel I'm spending my time feels rushed. I certainly don't have the energy to do what does feed my soul. I am honoring my emotions through this current emotional wave, and I'm working really hard on remember my why in this life of mine. 

I knew going into this I wanted to share my journey in life and that my mission was to help people find their true voice, passion, drive, motivation all that jazz. This hasn't changed, but my thought on this all is evolving that is for sure.

This trip was a serious soul trip that I didn't even realize I needed. I still can't get over how amazing it was. I felt so at peace and like a giant part of my life was discovered. I got to know my family on a different level. Seeing where and how they came to the states was very eye opening for me. I realized that my struggles are fair and i'm allowed to feel the way I am, but also I realize how much humility I should have because life ain't so bad even when it feels shitty. 

Pretty much every year everyone dreads getting older, but I honestly really enjoy it. It's another year wiser. It's another year you've discovered more of who you are, another year to just live in your human suit and keep experiencing all that life is. I have always believed that our existence on this planet was crazy, and when I get a little woo woo I question how we humans actually came to be. Anyways, I think our birthdays are special, like of all the things to be created, it was you.

Okay it's been a minute since I wrote anything for the blog and it's because I have been working on so many other things for it. So many layers, but I promised myself that tonight I would throw on my favorite playlist get lost in the music and write. So here I am. It's honestly my favorite way to do this whole thing. Just giving ya'll an update on what to expect content wise and what's new in the world of Shay.

I shared this written piece on my instagram and I had a lot of people reach out that the words I wrote were very healing and helpful. So here it is for all of you to read :)